lonely town

I stay in Bangkok. I grow up in a small community of Bangkok. I study in nice school, and nice environment. I have good teacher and good friends. Everything is nice to me. I do not like traffic jam in the city so when I finished high school I decided to study at Silpakorn University.

I think that I am one of most lucky girl who gets a good chance to study here. I would like to tell you that I do not care about my grade. I just want to study what I want, in a good place like here.

In my first year, I spent most of my time in activities such as Freshman Game, Theatre drama, and else. I have got so many friends from those activities. The lesson in the first year is not too hard. I study in the morning and do the activities in the evening. One of my friends has a good time as I have. She stays with me almost all the time in the activities, but she do not come in class. First semester goes so fast. She does not make it good enough for her parent. Her mother does not want her to study here anymore.

She gets into the new University, which is one of the best Universities in Thailand, in the next year. It is in Bangkok. She is not so happy with new friends there. There are some different kinds of people in the city from people in the country. She tells me that there is the lonely place. She has only few friends who are not really good friends. I can hear the sadness in her voice. I cannot do anything.

I used to tell her about how happy I am when I stay here. Now I do not tell her any more.

She feels sad about herself. She always say that she loss some part of her heart. All I can do is listen to her.

I should know that how much of my happiness could hurt her. She cries of her life, the life that cannot change. She waits for the day that she can do whatever she wants, when she graduates.

Not only my close friend feels sad about staying in the city with lonely feeling, I also know other people who feel lonely when they go to study in the Universities in Bangkok. They do not want to go to study. They do not want to see the eye of stranger when other people look at them.

In these day, when I go to Bangkok, I walk in the street, there are many people waiting for the bus. Many people walk in unhappy face. I do not know where the smile in their face is. I do not like it at all. I know that everyone has to think of their work or their life, but life in these day do not have any good things to thinking about any more. I do not want to stay in this place. There is no place to take a rest and make me feel happy. I have to run away, somewhere.

This is a sad story of the people in the town. I really do not know what happen in this town. The world goes round and change the way of our living. People change their mind to be stranger. Am I going to be the one of lonely person in this lonely town? I really do not know