out of control

yesterday i know that i am an uncontrolable person.
i met the internet problem and another computer program and i cannot calm.
until now i still angry and thinking about the story that i had wrote.
yesterday i am a big dragon.big red dragon that put fire on the person i love and love me.

sometime i think, could i do that to them?
i wonder that so many time that people get angry to anything and anyone are they wrong.
i don't know that why people alway express bad temple or bad habit to another.

everyone wants other people to do good to them.
me too.

i still want to talk nicely to my mother or my friends when i get angry but i cannot.
i cannot control my temple.

am i becoming to be the beast?
i think yesterday i was and i was the bad beast.

today i am the same person as i was.
i tell everyone that i sorry. and they don't complain me.

i know that i have them in both good and bad time