They said

sometime i heard someone said he did not see the star in these day.

i know that i hardly see the star as much as him
i really don't know that is because the sky don't have so much star to see or i hardly look up into the sky

i think it is the second reason

i thought that maybe just maybe...
my life is not have enough time as i used to

or i really don't know that why...
what is exactly the reason that i...my life is so far away from there.

in accually i can look at the sky as many time as i want

it is such a confuse context because i feel confuse in my head right now
but i just want to express it before i forget the day that i feel this way
maybe when i turn to read this text again i won't feel anything about it anymore
or maybe tihs can remind me to myself again