Color Language

A lot of shades of color in the universe are uncountable. We see many shades of them and call their names. For example, white, black, red, blue, green, yellow, orange, pink, violet, and else. Then we give special names for each shade of color by our sense of feeling.

The red shades are called by the name of flower, vegetable, animal, or else which have the same shade color as them. For example, red colors are called Crimson, Tomato, Salmon, Cranberry, Poppy, Wild Orchid, and English Rose. Every color has so many names to express their identity and to divide the different tone of color. There are mare sample names to explain the different feeling of each color. The yellow have the name Vanilla, Butter, Key lime, Lemon, Apricot, Peach, Orange, and Mango. The blue have Aquamarine, Winter green, Light blue, Navy, Royal blue, and Blueberry. The Green has Holiday, Crocodile, Teal blue, Mint, Grass, Fern, and Olive.

There are a lot of names that human give to color. I think it is because the color has deep meaning to human. The color expresses feeling. Human take it through their eyes to their heart. It is the language of nature. I see color by my eyes and translate it in my sense. The sensibility of my feeling takes the different power of emotion in each color.

Most of my friends have their favorite color which reflects our own habit. I think the reason that people have their favorite color is the color attracts them.

Color sends effect to me too. When I wear colorful cloth, other people might think that I am happy. I cannot tell that I am happy. Sometimes I wear them on because I want to cheer up myself when I feel sad, to cure my waterless heart.

There is no reason about feeling of color. Sometimes I feel that I like red, then another morning I prefer blue. I can tell you that I like yellow. I do not know why I like this color so much. And I do not like violet, although my friends like it a lot. This is why I think that color has language which can touch people feeling by their heart.

Do I hear my voice?

Sometime I feel happy. Sometime I feel lonely. Sometime I feel glad, sad, or mad. I do not know what happen to me.

Maybe, it is deep inside of my heart. The next question is where is my heart? I think it cannot be touched and see. I think it like a wind. I saw the movie “The Classic”. It is about love, but I impress one of the actress’s words. She said that love is like a wind, you cannot see it but you can touch it. Yes, you can touch it by your heart. The feeling everyone has is like the wind, too. The way I can understand myself is to touch my real thought and feeling.

Nowadays, the globalization makes the world become smaller. We live in the same world and nothing is new in human perspective anymore. Everything I see is everything is completed. I want things that I choose. I choose things from one place. Everyone buys things from the same place. I think I like the different way of fashion but I cannot wear different. I become the same as everyone. Where is the varied thing in human nature? There is no one all the same as everyone. I feel like I am walking out of the faculty in the same time as everyone in this world. We are all being suffered from politics, economics, and society. It is just the way of well made world, which I do not want to live in. I think I am going to lose myself. Sometime I feel suffer in the world. Everything around me is fake, it is unreal.

Do I hear my voice? I feel my feeling deep inside of me. I know what I want to be and try to live my life as I want. I know that the real is me. I just have to listen carefully to its voice. I know that it is hard to hear what exactly I really want because I grow up in the same environment as everyone. The way of hearing my own voice is to remember my dreams and my thought. I know that they can change to another way. Ours thought never be still. But if you do not forget the part of yourself, you would not lose it too.

Now, I do. I do hear my voice.

Teddy Bear

A little soft fur teddy bear is the most like by every child in the world. It is cute and gentle. Although people are growing, they still love this teddy bear and hold them in their arms. Not only few people are charmed by this doll, but most of them are addicted to them.
Teddy bear is a present, gift, and symbol of adorable plaything. Some one values teddy bear as a friend, to hug, share, love, and take care. Elvis Presley sang a song about teddy bear too.

Teddy Bear By Elvis Presley

Baby let me be,
your lovin' Teddy Bear
Put a chain around my neck,
and lead me anywhere
Oh let me be Your teddy bear.
I don't wanna be a tiger
Cause tigers play too rough
I don't wanna be a lion
'Cause lions ain't the kind you love enough.
Just wanna be, your Teddy Bear
Put a chain around my neck and lead me anywhere
Oh let me be Your teddy bear.
Baby let me be, around you every night
Run your fingers through my hair,
And cuddle me real tight

Do you see how they love this teddy bear? I do not think so. I do not much dolls. I do not have teddy bear at all. I do not understand why I do not have one.
When we were child, we gave names to our toys. We have dolls or cars with name such as a cat doll named “Kitty”, a toy car named “Nick”, and else. There we have a bear named teddy around the world. So many children do not have any toy of they own. What do they play? Do they lose their love? I do not think so.
When we are talking about the meaning of teddy bear, I think it just a doll which becomes a thing that represents love and friendship. Do we lose love? I do not know. The real world a bear is a wild animal. It is fierce and dangerous. How about the real bear? Do we love them? Human kill animals, eat and sale them. We see them in the zoo. We do test a lot product on them. Where is love? I do not know.
When I see teddy bears in shop, sometime I see them in the beautiful boxes or cages, tie them with colorful ribbons, they are so cute. I feel sad. I think of the real life of them in this world. They do not get any love. They do not look pretty as teddy. I cannot change to way the world is. I cannot change the way people’s thought. Let it be, I think.